I believe I will die very soon

Today I was thinking about death. Because I feels very tired & weak. Normally Alhumdulliah by the blessing of Allah I am healthy & wealthy.

I was wondering after death what I will take with me as good deeds?

What I did till now?

All I can count I did bad.

I saw people doing bad & didn’t stop them.

People doing Adultery I keep silent.

Some of my friends cheat others, I just keep silent.

Some of my friends make girlfriend just for sex & later on change to new one. I saw keep silent.

Some drink alcohol & encourage others to join with them, what I did? I keep silent.

Some of my friends do sex & gossip with me, I either left the place or ignore them but I didn’t stop them.

I saw my friends kiss their girlfriends & touch the secret part of the body, I was help less to stop them.

I saw my friends doing cheating in the exam I keep silent.

I saw friends share dirty movies among them I keep silent.

My friends steal things from others I keep silent.

Even some of my seniors doing very bad still I keep silent.

All the time I raise my voice all my friends ask me be a Man. For them I am not a Man. Some times I think what I am? If I am not a man & woman then what? Some thing at the middle?

This world I can’t raise my voice but after death how I will raise my voice?

In front of GOD what I will tell?

How I will hide my face from GOD?

How I will defend my self?

Who will be my protector?

All the bad things my friends did in front of me & I keep silent GOD will not forgive me. I will be the first punisher.

Because I saw & keep silent didn’t do nothing. God give us the Quran but I didn’t follow it properly. All the blames go to me.

I will not speak that time. My hands, eyes, ears, legs, nose will speak that time against me. I will not have the control of my self that time.

What I will do that time?

Now I am thinking & thinking but I am already very late. Still go time to fix or not I don’t know. Because I don’t know when I will die? Death never give advance notice that “Get ready I am coming” like in the movies.

Real life is totally different from movies. Life means peace & harmony. The way I am leading my life SEX & HARM.

The Hell keepers will be very happy after my death. I think the HELL keeper is making the fire more hotter & hotter for me. Then GOD will put me in that Fire………………..

I can’t think of it any more. I am so sinful.

DEFINITION OF EID

Many of my friends asked me "What is EID?"

DEFINITION OF "EID":
The Arabic word “Eid” refers to something habitual, that returns and is repeated, thus stands literally for a recurrent event. It also implies a place often visited by people, and the period of time in which a particular act is regularly performed. Likewise, each gathering that assembles regularly comes under the category, ‘Eid’. Eids or festivals are symbols to be found in every nation, including those that are based on revealed scriptures and those that are idolatrous, as well as others, because celebrating festivals is something that is an instinctive part of human nature. All people like to have special occasions to celebrate, where they can come together and express their joy and happiness.


MUSLIMS’ ISLAMIC "EIDS"
ALL MUSLIMS MUST CELEBREATE ONLY THREE ‘EIDS

(1): ‘Eid-ul-Fitr,

(2): ‘Eid-ul-Adh-haa,

(3): Friday is the day of ‘Eid for Muslims [See ETIQUETTE OF MUSLIMS ON FRIDAY:BY ABDUL MAJEED ALI HASAN]

THE DECREES OF AL-’EID

There are three opinions among the scholars:

(1): Some say it is waajib (obligatory);

(2): Some say it is Fardul Kifaayah (if some offered the prayer then it is enough and it is not obligatory upon all); and

(3): Some say it is Sunnatul Muakkadah (recommended)

SIGNIFICANCE OF MUSLIMS’ ‘EIDS:

THE PURPOSE BEHIND THE ‘EIDS PRAYER FOR WHOM THE PERFORMANCE OF SALAATUL ‘EID IS VALID ETIQUETTE OF A MUSLIM ON THE DAY OF 'EID-UL-ADH-HAA' SUNAN AL-’EID FOR ALL THOSE WHO ATTEND THE ‘EIDS PRAYER

1: The Muslim is required to make ghusl or ablution on this day. It can be done any time but to serve the purpose it is recommended to do it before going out for the prayer.

2: Eating on the two ‘Eids

3: It is highly recommended that he shuold wear his best clothes on this day.

4: He is required to use hair oil.

5: He is required to apply perfume if he has his own, otherwise, he may use his wife’s
perfume.

6: He should use the tooth-brush (miswaak) before going to the ‘Eid prayer.

7: He must remove all offensive smells, which might harm others. It is prohibited for him to attend the ‘Eid prayer, if he smells onion or garlic.

Islam is all about Truth & Facts

This picture shows the location of the “Rocky Belt” which shows the moon was once split.

The unbelievers of Makkah said to the prophet that if you are truly a prophet split the moon and if you do we shall believe. It was a full moon that night…

And so the prophet prayed to Allah to grant him this miracle, and the moon was split. Half was seen over Mount. Saffa, and the other half was seen over Mount. Kaikaan.

The people said that the prophet has placed a spell on us, however if he played a trick on us, then he cant play a trick on all the people in the world! Abu Jahl then said: “let us wait until the people of Albadiah come, and if they saw the moon split, then it is true, if not then we all know it was a trick of magic.

When the people of Albadiah came they said that they too saw the moon split, and the disbelievers said “oh, how powerful Mohammad’s magic is!”

Then Allah revealed Surat al Qamar: “The hour has come near and the moon has split, and when they see a sign, they turn and say ‘this is a continuous magic’ and they disbelieved and followed their desires…”

This took place in the days of the prophet Muhammad in Makkah.

In one of Dr. Zaghlool Al-Najaar’s seminars, in one of the British universities said: “The miracle of the plitting of the moon has been proven recently”… “ One of the British brothers who is very concerned about the state of Islam “Dawood Musa” who is the new chairman of the british muslims party who is planning to enter the coming elections under the banner of islam, which is spreading extremely fast in the west said “While he was searching for a religion, a friend gave him a copy of the Quran translated in english. He opened it and came across surat Al-Qamar and read “The hour has come and the moon has split”, looking at this he said ‘The moon has split?!’ He then stopped reading and did not open it again.

Then one day while whatching a program on the BBC, The broadcaster was talking with three American scientists, and the broadcaster was blaming America for spending billons of dollars on space projects, in a time where millions of people are suffering from poverty.

The scientists were trying to explain why it is important to go into space exploration.

Soon the scientists came to discuss the most expensive trip to the moon, which costed about 100 billion dollars, so the broadcaster asked them “So to put the American flag on the moon you spent this much money?!”

The scientists stated that this much money was spent because they were trying to study the internal structure of the moon to see what similarities it has with the Earth, and they said that they were surprised to find a ‘Belt of Rocks’ that goes from the surface of the moon right to the inner depths.

Being quite surprised, they gave this information to their geologists, who were also surprised, as they concluded that this couldn’t be unless the moon was once split and resealed. The rocks on the belt are a result of the impact during the time that the two halves of the moon recombined.

Watching this brother Dawood Mussa jumped off his seat screaming “This is Muhammad’s miracle which occurred more than 1400 years ago, and now the Americans are spending billions of dollars to prove it to the Muslims. He then said “This must surely be a true religion, and so, where once Surat Al-Qamar was a cause for him disbelieving in Islam, it was now the reason for his embracing Islam…

My Allah

My Allah is my Father & Mother. When I know the Definition of ALLAH my all doubts gone & all concepts become clear about ALLAH. Why HE is the All Mighty.

Eid ul Azha / Qurban

I went to Kajang for Qurban. At Morning I went to the place. I pray Suboh then wait for the Qurban. Then at 10:00 Pm Qurban start. That time was so exciting for me. I enjoy the Qurban. For a while I felt like I am Superman. Hehhehehe

One funny thing happen that place. Suddenly I saw one Malay Girl. She was Subhan Allah. So cute, good looking & pure muslim getup. I really get 100% crush on her. So I start keep distance from her. I get totally crush on her already. Suddenly she came & ask me where I came from? Haio, I just told her I am from Bangladesh. Then I make distance from her & went to another corner. Then after a while she asked me which place form Bangladesh? I just told her I am from Dhaka. Then I make 100% distance from that girl. If I didn’t gave my promise to my mother about marriage. I am very sure I would talk with that girl & take her phone number & all info. But I have no chance. Some times I got chance to get something but I always fail to do because of my lifecycle. Alhumdulliah she is a creation of Allah. Allah will give her a good husband inshAllah. My main target is to make my Allah & my parents happy all around 100%. For that if I have to face hard problem I will accept it with honor. But she was subhanAllah……………

Many people just tell me why we Muslim kill the animal? Why we kill many cow in one day?

My answer to them:

Why butcher slaughtered cow in the butcher shop? Why we buy meat from the market? Why that time we think that way? Only religious actions we ask this question. Because we see the cow slaughter that’s why we ask many question. Even though we slaughter we respect the animal.

The Islamic method of slaughtering animals, known as Zabiha has been the object of much criticism from a large number of people. One may consider the following points, which prove that the Zabiha method is not only humane but also scientifically the best:

Islamic method of slaughtering animal

Zakkaytum is a verb derived from the root word Zakah (to purify). Its infinitive is
Tazkiyah which means purification. The Islamic mode of slaughtering an animal
requires the following conditions to be met:
# Animal should be slaughtered with sharp object (knife) The animal has to be slaughtered with a sharp object (knife) and in a fast way so that the pain of slaughter is minimised.
# Cut wind pipe, throat and vessels of neck
Zabiha is an Arabic word which means ‘slaughtered’. The ‘slaughtering’ is to be done by cutting the throat, windpipe and the blood vessels in the neck causing the animal’s death without cutting the spinal cord.
# Blood should be drained
The blood has to be drained completely before the head is removed. The purpose is to drain out most of the blood which would serve as a good culture medium for micro organisms. The spinal cord must not be cut because the nerve fibres to the heart could be damaged during the process causing cardiac arrest, stagnating the blood in the blood vessels.

Blood is a good medium for germs and bacteria
Blood is a good media of germs, bacteria, toxins, etc. Therefore the Muslim way of slaughtering is more hygienic as most of the blood containing germs, bacteria, toxins, etc. that are the cause of several diseases are eliminated.

Meat remains fresh for a longer time
Meat slaughtered by Islamic way remains fresh for a longer time due to deficiency of blood in the meat as compared to other methods of slaughtering.

Animal does not feel pain
The swift cutting of vessels of the neck disconnects the flow of blood to the nerve of the brain responsible for pain. Thus the animal does not feel pain. While dying, the animal struggles, writhers, shakes and kicks, not due to pain, but due to the contraction and relaxation of the muscles defecient in blood and due to the flow of blood out of the body.

But I enjoy to celebrate the event. We Muslim can enjoy this kind of feasible.

Me and some of my friends.

The naughty & cute kid.He get angry, when I took his picture. Look at his face properly. He told me that" Hooi stupid why you are taking my picture". hahhahaaa

Me and some of my friends.

My Eid Party with my friends

I cook in the hostel for 25 people. I almost get half dead to cook for 25 people but I like to cook because this is my time to celebrate with my friends.

I cook all my country food for my friends. I invite many of my friends but all went back to home or busy with Christmas. So not many of my friends came to my party at EID.

Christmas

Today 18^th December 2007 I went to Christmas party.

This is the Christmas tree. But no snow & Santa Claus. But still got gift & good friends.

This is my friend who is trying to open a very good restaurant in the cyber. So he is practicing how to do this kind of things. So he is preparing him self by doing this work.

Distributing Christmas gifts among all the people who attained the party.

This is group Cat walk. All of them do Catwalk as a penalty of loosing the points in a game.

This is one of my funny friend like me. His name is Kenny. I always ask him Cana? Hehhehehe but we are very good friend. In the pic he is doing belly dancing. I think all the belly dancer in this world will die if they see him dancing.

This party was full of my friends. These are my sisters at the front who is singing.

Today 14^th December 2007 I went to the Christmas party with my friends. I become late. I enjoy the Christmas party with my friends.

This is the Christmas tree with full of gifts. If I can get all the gifts like the Santa Claus provide to the kids. This one possible only in the movies. Some times in my home town kids put socks at the window. At late night the parents put the gift inside the socks. Some time kids put very big socks that the Santa Claus will give them big gifts.

My friends perform music.

This is the stage background.

This is my close friend. He is close with me like we share most of our social & family problems among us. He is really a nice soul.

All of them were dancing but I couldn’t manage to dance. I just watch all my young brother & sisters.

OoooooooooHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Life.................................

Sometimes the meaning of life become very complex. Can’t decide which one is right & which one is wrong? Some feelings can’t share with any one! Some times I give advice to my community but the output become totally negative because of domain problem. The way I think & the way they think is totally different. The most funny thing is am I in the right track?

Many of my friends force me to mix with the females. For me this issue is totally funny. To know a female till death I couldn’t manage to do it. I heard from my childhood that as a male I can’t make girlfriend. So I just follow up. Now I discover this

Al-Maeda (5:5)
Made lawful to you this day are At¬Tayyibât [all kinds of Halâl (lawful) foods, which Allâh has made lawful (meat of slaughtered eatable animals, etc., milk products, fats, vegetables and fruits, etc.). The food (slaughtered cattle, eatable animals, etc.) of the people of the Scripture (Jews and Christians) is lawful to you and yours is lawful to them. (Lawful to you in marriage) are chaste women from the believers and chaste women from those who were given the Scripture (Jews and Christians) before your time, when you have given their due Mahr (bridal money given by the husband to his wife at the time of marriage), desiring chastity (i.e. taking them in legal wedlock) not committing illegal sexual intercourse, nor taking them as girl-friends. And whosoever disbelieves in the Oneness of Allâh and in all the other Articles of Faith [i.e. His (Allâh's), Angels, His Holy Books, His Messengers, the Day of Resurrection and Al¬Qadar (Divine Preordainments)], then fruitless is his work, and in the Hereafter he will be among the losers.

Now days the hardest thing is to get a person who really follow Allah. We called Allah by the name but not from the heart. Person with out Hikmah. This kind of people are now days spoiling the name of Islam. They don’t pray five times to GOD but they pray females like a dirty lion. We should low down our eyes when we see opposite sex but we look at them like a Raven. How to take it for one time.

An-Noor (24:30)
Tell the believing men to lower their gaze (from looking at forbidden things), and protect their private parts (from illegal sexual acts, etc.). That is purer for them. Verily, Allâh is All-Aware of what they do.

In our mind is now days like a street dog. Open sex, no barrier in the life! No guide line! Only know how to use condom.
Some time I think our mind is always covered by Condom. The good thinking can’t go inside the mind.

Telling the truth to the close friends & next moment your close friends will be come our enemy. Are they our real friends (Human)?

Totally Hypocrite.

I just finishe reading Quran. I feels very guilty about my self. Reading Quran but can’t follow up the commandments. Then what kind of Muslim I am? It is better to be a dog. My friends do adultery and they proudly say to every one how they did sex & how many times. What kind of animal I am that keep listening those & can’t stop them. Both male female willing committed the adultery how to stop them. Both of them know it is Haram. I am a hypocrite. I told them but no use of it. I am really a pure hypocrite that read Quran, Belive in one Allah (GOD) but can’t follow up his commandments. I become a holey person now. I can’t imagine now what kind of Muslim I am. Totally hypocrite.

Time & tide wait for no one!

Now days I feels very lonely. In MMU anything happens to me or I face any problem there is two people always take care of me all the time. They are like my father. They guide me exactly like my father. Now the time come up both of them are leaving MMU. I will stay alone in MMU. When I need to be scold they scold me. Now any things happen to me how I will take suggestion & get advice for my self. Now I believe my time is totally bad now. My both hand is cut off. Now I am like a handless person. Allah Knows Better. Now only Allah can help me to stay alive. Allah (GOD) gave me the Quran (The Book) but some times I need a expert to guide me from the Quran. Fesabilillah.

Life in my hand

This is my life in MMU. Every day heavy mosquito in room. So how to stay alive? I follow the Killer Coil. But the Killer coil kill, me not effective to the Malaysian Mosquito. If I put one coil then no output. When I put three Killer coil then the Mosquito go to sleep for a while. Now days I think if possible I will eat burned coil. Can save money. To save my blood I spend a lot every night.

I am a street Dog

Today I learn another good lesson. Some peoples in this world are crazy selfish. I talk with them politely but the response I got from them like I am a street dog. It is very nice feelings. Just talk or give message to them very funny way but get the message reply from them very rude way. I am 100% sure if I reply them the way they reply my message, they will never talk with me later on. I now days couldn’t manage to receive respect & care. Maybe my time is not good now. I think people forgot how to respect & talk politely. But it is a nice feeling when I can feel that I am a street Dog. Only thing I can’t bite like the Dogs.

The Human

It was early in the morning at four,
When death knocked upon a bedroom door,

Who is there? The sleeping one cried.
I'm Malakul Mawt, let me inside.

At once, the man began to shiver,
As one sweating in deadly fever,

He shouted to his sleeping wife,
Don't let him take away my life.

Please go away, O Angel of Death!
Leave me alone; I'm not ready yet.

My family on me depends,
Give me a chance, O please prepense!

The angel knocked again and again,
Friend! I'll take your life without a pain,

Tis your soul Allah requires,
I come not with my own desire.

Bewildered, the man began to cry,
O Angel I'm so afraid to die,

I'll give you gold and be your slave,
Don't send me to the unlit grave.

Let me in, O Friend! The Angel said,
Open the door; get up from your bed,

If you do not allow me in,
I will walk through it, like a Jinn.

The man held a gun in his right hand,
Ready to defy the Angel's stand.

I'll point my gun, towards your head,
You dare come in; I'll shoot you dead.

By now the Angel was in the room,
Saying, O Friend! Prepare for you doom.

Foolish man, Angels never die,
Put down your gun and do not sigh.

Why are you afraid! Tell me O man,
To die according to Allah's plan?

Come smile at me, do not be grim,
Be Happy to return to Him.

O Angel! I bow my head in shame,
I had no time to take Allah's Name.

From morning till dusk, I made my wealth,
Not even caring for my health.

Allah's command I never obeyed,
Nor five times a day I ever prayed.

A Ramadan came and a Ramadan went,
But no time had I to repent.

The Hajj was already FARD on me,
But I would not part with my money.

All char ties I did ignore,
Taking usury more and more.

Sometimes I sipped my favorite wine,
With flirting women I sat to dine.

O Angel! I appeal to you,
Spare my life for a year or two.

The Laws of Quran I will obey,
I'll begin SALAT this very day.

My Fast and Hajj, I will complete,
And keep away from self-conceit.

I will refrain from usury,
And give all my wealth to charity,

Wine and wenches I will detest,
Allah's oneness I will attest.

We Angels do what Allah demands,
We cannot go against His commands.

Death is ordained for everyone,
Father, mother, daughter or son.

I'm afraid this moment is your last,
Now be reminded, of your past,

I do understand your fears,
But it is now too late for tears.

You lived in this world, two score and more,
Never did you, your people adore.

Your parents, you did not obey,
Hungry beggars, you turned away.

Your two ill-gotten, female offspring,
In nightclubs, for livelihood they sing.

Instead of making more Muslims,
You made your children non-Muslims.

You ignored the Mua'dhin Adhaan,
Nor did you read the Holy Quran.

Breaking promises all your life,
Backbiting friends, and causing strife.

From hoarded goods, great profits you made,
And your poor workers, you underpaid.

Horses and cards were your leisure,
Moneymaking was your pleasure.

You ate vitamins and grew more fat,
With the very sick, you never sat.

A pint of blood you never gave,
Which could a little baby save?

O Human, you have done enough wrong,
You bought good properties for a song.

When the farmers appealed to you,
You did not have mercy, tis true.

Paradise for you? I cannot tell,
Undoubtedly you will dwell in hell.

There is no time for you to repent,
I'll take your soul for which I am sent.

The ending however, is very sad,
Eventually the man became mad

With a cry, he jumped out of bed,
And suddenly, he fell down dead.

O Reader! Take moral from here,
You never know, your end may be near

Change your living and make amends
For heaven, on your deeds depends.

If this poem inspires you,
It can help someone too.

THREE WORST MEN

There were three men competing to see who was the worst one in the world.
The first one attacked a woman, beat her until her teeth fell out and she bled from her nose and ears. He beat her so savagely that she fainted.

He turned to the others and said, "I am the worst one of all."

The second man stepped up to rape her and beat her further until she was almost dead.

He turned to the others and said, "No one can be worse than me."

The third one stepped up and said, "No, I am the worst one even though I just stood by and watched, for this woman is my sister."

The woman is Iraq.

The first man is Saddam.

The second is the West.

The third is the MUSLIM WORLD that stood by and did nothing.

Sex is daily food for us now!

Last night I saw one girl in the ground floor waiting for her boyfriend. So suddenly one of my neighbors came to my door & knock. I open the door. He diretly ask me “Bro do you have condom” I really want to punch him at that moment. But couldn’t manage to do. I just control my anger. He told me that he is now going to Cyberia to have sex with that girl downstairs. The girl was so happy that time. I feels mad that time. How come both of them are not married & will not marry. Doing sex! Is this life? We human cheat our self only for five to fifty minutes illegal sex. I can’t get this kind of people, what they will do with their husband & wife after marriage. They did everything before marriage with some one else. For them sex is everything. When I told my friend that please leave my room. When he left my room, he told me I am Gay. I don’t know how to use my male organ. Some peoples are totally brainless. Every one got sex demand but it doesn’t means that we have to do it like a Dog. Now day’s male, females both become shameless. No basic of religious faith. Only can see sex. Some times I think this kind of people if they got a dog they will do sex with dog also. We are getting out of our control day by day. I some times think our brain works like this way. We see necked out of good things. I relay feels very guilty that I couldn’t manage to stop my friend. No matter what he did I believe I will get some sin, because I must should stop him. I fail to do so……………………..

I am also become a Hippocrates.

Today I read some serious articles. It is all about human life. Some times I think we males are bustard. Father rapes the daughter, Brother Rape sister. Now days I fells shame on my self as a human. I am also same kind species. Why we become like this? Where is our human system? If the system runs like this then one day will come my own daughter will scare to come near to my. My sister will afraid to see my face. What’s wrong with us? Now days we become totally beast. Some times I think better die. What will happen to the next generation? What teachings we will give to our children? We don’t practice sex only. We forgot the ethics. Moral behavior, principles. Where are those things? What we are studying from books? We are using our brain to makes the good things bad. I really feels shame on my self. I so far called male. I am same gender with those beast. Shame on me. I believe the nature will curse us very soon, Because we are not taking any actions against those issues. I am also become a Hippocrates.