Today I am very frustrated. Some of my close young sisters insult me today. I feel very bad. I never ask help from them to help me. What I ask to help Islam. But at the end what I get? I got very good, interesting & diplomatic harsh sentence. Why my life is like this I have no Idea. Some times I think I shouldn’t believe any human. I don’t know, May be I did a great sin that’s why God is giving me punishment in this world & after death full hell fire. Some times I trust my young brother & sisters. They give their commitments. But at the end they turn up & show me their back. Now I am thinking what I am doing? How I will full fill the gap? How to over come my mind. I am a very emotional person, only when any of my close young brothers & sisters tells me bad. Today I feel like I eat my own shit. Life I have to carry on. But the way I get heat by the close people I can’t digest these any more. I never push them too much only thing I ask them to help me for Allah that is the problem. Now I don’t know how to cry…………… I need to go to toilet & need to cry for ten to fifteen minutes.
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